it ALL goes in the damn toilet..

Today when I went to the courage center and I was waiting to go home by the volunteer desk at the front by the doors at the entrance, I was telling Jim, another older guy who goes to the courage center about how when I went to the neurologist last week and they weighed me, I barely weighed more than 100 lbs. and him and some other guy (who usually brings me food) said to me,"we gotta get you fatter. We gotta get some ice cream in you!" then I laughed and said,"my WHOLE freezer is filled with ice cream! I usually have ice cream EVERY night!" I just can't put weight on me for the life of me.. I had about a half medium pizza and cheese bread for supper a few nights ago.. I can eat like a fuckin horse and not gain weight. The only reason why I'm complaining about it is because I know that I'm fucked if I get sick.